Have you ever felt loving from a distance? I have never felt this feeling for the longest time. I almost forgot what it's like. -Go placidly amid the noise & haste, & remember what peace there may be in silence-. This is one thing that I know for a fact is true specially when it comes to love. Love, such a strong word to say now that I'm unsure of the consequences that I am to face when he finds out. I don't know what to do or say whenever he's near. I want to speak the truth quietly & clearly; and listen to others, even the dull & ignorant; they too have their story.... Hesitant to tell it to others for the world is full of trickery. But I'm just being myself. Especially, I do not feign affection. Neither am I cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity & disenchantment, it is perennial as the grass. I take kindly the counsel of my friends and gracefully surrendering this feeling. As much as possible, I do not want to distress myself with imaginings. I want to be gentle with myself.
For the longest time, i have been bugging Ray for details about this site and how it works but never got the chance to try it out....
One Saturday morning, Third (my bestfriend) woke me up because our water pump was leaking like a water fountain. I asked what happened and he said he doesn't know. Oh well. I checked my phone and read a message from Ray inviting me to have brunch at the Park. Replied yes then immediately got up to prepare.
Ray, Charlie (newest addition sa bahay ni ate), CJ and Dexter came to pick me up. At the park, after eating, Ray asked me if i want to check out this internet cafe that he was talking about. With much gusto, i agreed and that's when I launched this blog.
I must admit I was amazed by the things that you can do to this site! I said to myself, I'll do this often. Seldom do I encounter sites like this. Mostly limited to just creating a profile, uploading pictures for networking. In short, BORING. Thank you Ray. Thank God for Vox.